I had that dream again,
She embraced my soul,
It comforted me knowing,
Nearly made me whole,
She sometimes speaks,
Her words are divine,
Other times silent,
But still that feels fine,
I sometimes cry,
When in light she appears,
Makes no difference,
She lightens my fears,
Soothes my heart,
While offering faith,
I know I should try,
But I know she’s a wraith,
This is a dream,
Its gone when I wake,
Hopeless tomorrow,
My faith it was fake,
I felt so complete,
Nothing but peace,
Finally at last,
Sadness did cease,
Time takes it toll,
Daybreak appears,
Waking in optimism,
But greeting my fears,
Another blind struggle,
Trying to be free,
Looking for the best,
Way to be me,
Pretending I’m happy,
While hoping it comes true,
Or hide in the darkness,
Lie again to you,
I don’t know who to choose,
What I should be,
All I know is everyday,
Its disheartening not to see,
I wish I lived  that dream,
Know everything is just right,
But everyday the confidence fades,
Yet again I’m blinded in sight,
Tomorrow is a new day,
I’ll take my chances then,
I say that every dawn break,
I cant wait to get to when.